General Michael Jackson

Hi,

I know many individuals, will find this utterly pathetic but I don’t care. I know a substantial amount of people, have said they are depressed about the passing of Michael Jackson but I am genuinely upset about it. I can’t stop thinking about him, listening to his music, or watching videos of him on youtube. I just can’t help but feel guilty about the fact that he was convicted, of being a child molester and I feel so sorry that he was so misunderstood and lonely (in my personal opinion, this is the worst feeling one could possibly experience) Michael stating himself that he used to " wonder the streets searching for someone to talk to." I feel such resentment, to the media for producing so many false stories about Michael Jackson for example it was said, that he " bought the bones of the elephant man" and " he slept in a hyperbaric oxygen chamber therefore slowing the aging process, so that Jackson may be able live until the age of one hundred and fifty." I know these may be strong and perhaps untrue words, but I believe if that particular industry did not tell such lies about him then perhaps he would still be with us today. It just hurts me so much that the public believed the untruths that the press concieved about him, which gave the people of the world an unfair, tarnished perspective of him. The only thing that would put my saddened mind at ease, is to think that if I am blessed and privileged enough to go to heaven that I would meet him there. Do you think i will meet him? I always wanted to see him in concert or meet him just to simply say "I believe you." (although this was highly unlikely, as I live in England and i am only a few months away from my sixteenth birthday so I can not afford concert tickets) I know it appears that I am deeply obsessed by Michael Jackson although I am not, I just can empathise with him as from time to time I feel well…..rather lonely (not that I can understand and compare our feelings as we are both under completely different circumstances).
Please do not judge me and be like the narrow minded people that believed the lies, about Jackson you may believe that I am a dumb, idiotic kid who thinks she is upset but really isn’t. I am. I am a smart, compassionate person so no wonder I get so frustrated when opinionated individuals, twice my age and more believe the ridiculous rumours about Jackson and will judge me for wrting this and asking you for your advice. I suppose I took advantage of his wonderful talents whilst he was still present in the world. I guess in this case the saying is true " You don’t know what you’ve got until it’s gone." Many thanks for your assitance, best wishes.

P.S – R.I.P Michael Jackson, I learned to moonwalk for you to show that you truly inspired me and to give you a little something back. xxx
Do you think I will be privileged meet him in heaven?
Do you think I will be privileged enough to meet him?
Thank you all so much for your wise words, I sincerely appreciate them.